#12  Stigma by Design   

489- 540

Random artworks and photographs relating to a life in the youth care system and foster care are placed together.  

Including 13 additional  photographs that ground the artwork in reality.  The Dutch government and society wanted those that left the youth care system in a complete social death. They wanted us to yo be formed by their hatred, suppression, isolation and by taking everything  from us. THEY FAILED. 

In "Stigma by design"  photographs and artwork are placed together, as a visual story about an unseen reality  but finally we came to the ultimate right choice: love over fear. 

© Jimmy Groen

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Deported  from home:

Blueprint in the baby ward 

(Photography from print copy received from the residential childten's home Helper Haven, Groningen 1964-1965) Jimmy left in a baby ward visiting the babies)

Original text "The child will always have to settle for a substitute"

My home III  (1965)

pastel drawing from memory created in 1996

My home II has been exhibited at Pasaasj, Schunk, Heerlen 2026

From a series of three 

Self portrait 

Acrylic on paper 1992   21 x 30 cm

(my first drawing ever)

 

At  kindergarten

photography  1967

 

The opposite gender of a man was never a  woman

Composed objects 2016

 Jimmy Eight 

Leader of an alternative life

Self -portrait in 2004

pastel and mixed media 2004

Safe together 

photography 2025

Mama and papa

43 x 56 cm original

Pastel on paper 2023

My mother and me

 

Microscopic photography 2023

original photograph 1989

Helper Haven Groningen-  Toddler group and three leading boys, 1965  

pastel drawing  Jim A.  1998

 

The doors of the baby ward in Helper Haven

pastel 1996

Tim and Alex with their own baby  "baby-Sven"

Photography 2025

The Saint of the children's home

with Pietertje

Pastel on paper  1997

Living with peers

Microscopic photography 2022

Original Photography 1994

Foster care turbulence 

Mixed digital  media with  photography 1968,  Jim Altanioxi 2014

Window in Helper Haven:  The toddler sleeping ward

pastel on paper drawing 1995

I am 11.433 pieces of Lego

mixed photography 2022

Tim, and Alex in the garden 

Protected by Snuitjes

Photography 2022

Suicidal boy 

Original photography 1969

Crucified at seven

Oil pastel/ ink 20 x 30 cm 2025

Boy-man

[age- dysphoria]

Identity mix of selfie (52 years old) and pastel drawing of a 10 year old boy 2022

World map at ca 3.7 years old

drawn from  memory after 29 years

(From: Groningen, Helper Haven,

=the red buildings) 

pastel on paper  60 x 50 cm 1994

Identity restoration studio

2021-2023

Photography 2022

Institutional  Blueprint  (Helper Haven, Groningen 1965) 

Mixed photography  and pastel 1965/ 2024

Plural identity, installation

BFF#13  Bonnefantenmuseum Maastricht  2022

You -  (Helper Haven, Groningen.1965)

Original wasco on paper 30 x 40 cm 1996

Wasco is the oil pastel for the children in the Helper Haven.

 

Actually I'm a group of toddlers and two boys

Photography mix 2022

Stop 50 percent of all invisible violence

Adapted photography from poster UN,  2024

 

Frozen time

Mixed media photography (composition with oil painting/pencil drawing) 2016

Destroyed time 2020

pastel/ acrylic paint on paper 30 x 40 cm

World map  at  ca 2.7 years old 

drawn from memory after 30 years

(Alexandrinalaan Apeldoorn, red =  home)

Pastel on paper 50 x 60 cm 1994

Turn yourself into a boy -child

Photography 2024

 Prisoner of the Past

Pastel 2022

Hidden selves

Processed photography 2022

One week before the dehumanization in foster care

(17 years old)

(see Jasper Heijting, "Gepleegd" 2020)

Photography 1979

Daily trigger

Mixed media and processed image 2023

Mother and child

Acrylic on paper 21 x 30 cm 1993

(second drawing)

Brian brings the epilator

Photography 2023

Thank you for playing with me,  Mowgli

Photography 2023

 Gender dysphoria XXL:  A female for the boy- child

30 x 40 cm pastel 2022

Hidden desire 

Composition of pastel and original Roman mosaic (ca 200 AD)  2024

Dissociative Life Movie

Composed images (2016 print)

Baby 

Watercolor 1995 (destroyed in 2002)

Creativity as therapy 

Photography 2023

Building blocks of equal love are always red

mixed media 50 x 60 cm 2023

The impossible 'boy named Hue'  

sketching  2021

Thank you for all  you did  for us 

The death and lost of  our  special twin identities  Jimmy / H.S. Sterry  * Spring 1994 - ^ October 2025

processed photograph  2025

Reversed  Boy Pastel on paper 50 x 65 cm 2023

From Identity restoration studio 2021- 2024

VICTORY 

Together in the  Realm  of Boys

Mixed media on paper 30 x 40 cm 2025

I am two boys but never know which one is me

 30 x 40 cm  ink, oil pastels and pastel  2025 

When the state chose hatred, we choose:

Love over fear

pastel 2024     50 x 65 cm

(Where the streets have no name. 2015 U2)