Stigma by Design: Aftermath of State care and foster care 

A Real life Project from lived experiences

"I dare say that it might have been fairer, more humane if the government, with all its might, had decided to kill me as an almost  three-year-old instead of sentencing me to a life of despair, chaos, exclusion and struggle ."

No government has the right to separate parents and children, to use violence against the most vulnerable, and to disconnect them from the world. And then, in later life, to intentionally exclude, hate, erase, and humiliate people for state-inflicted harm, forcing them to live out a life of complex issues without any prospects. No one should be placed in a social vacuum where the state creates the problems, leading to exclusion by society.

These photographs ground the artwork in reality, serving as raw evidence of a lived truth. The project consists of original 30 x 40 cm color prints.

© Jimmy Groen

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Deported  from home:

Blueprint in the baby ward 

(Photography Helper Haven, Groningen 1964-1965) 

My home III  (1965)

pastel drawing from memory created in 1996

Self portrait 

Acrylic on paper 1992

(my first drawing ever)

 

At  kindergarten

photography  1967

 

The opposite gender of man was never woman

Composed objects 2016

My name is Jimmy,  Rebirth as 7 -year old

Self -portrait 

pastel and mixed media 2004

Safe together

photography 2025

Mama and papa 

43 x 56 cm Pastel on paper 2023

Jimmy and his mother 

photography 1989

Helper Haven Groningen-  Toddler group and three boys 1965  

pastel Jim A 1998

The doors of the baby ward in Helper Haven

pastel 1996

Tim and Alex with their own baby 

Photography 2025

The Saint of the children's home

Pastel on paper  1997

Actually I am  a group of toddlers and two boys

mixed photography 2024

Still there with us

Microscopic photography 2022

Original Photography 1994

 Identity Destruction 

Mixed digital  media with  photography 1968,  Jim Altanioxi 2014

Window in Helper Haven - toddler sleeping ward

pencil drawing 2005

I am 11.433 pieces of Lego

mixed photography 2022

Tim, and Alex, playing together in the garden 

Photography 2022

Smile Photography 

(Photograph taken by a photography store keeper in Putten,  1975, cut out from foster mother)

 

 

Boy-man

[age- dysphoria]

Identity mix of selfie (52 years old) and pastel drawing of a 10 year old boy 2022

A  random suicidal boy (7)

Original photography 1969

Map of Groningen (NL)  with Helper Haven 1965

 drawn from  memory after 29 years

pastel on paper 1994

Identity restoration studio

2021-2023

Institutional  Blueprint  (Helper Haven, Groningen 1965) 

Mixed photography  and pastel 1965/ 2024

Plural identity, installation

BFF#13  Bonnefantenmuseum Maastricht  2022

We still love you after 33 years  (Helper Haven 1965)

pastel on paper 30 x 40 cm 1996

Life in an underground hut,  hidden in the forest (1987)

Photography 1987

Stop 50 percent of all invisible violence

Adapted photography from poster UN,  2024

In 2024,  it appeared the foster mother,   who severely abused three foster children, was honored in 1995 with the State Golden Medal in the Order of Orange- Nassau .(Source Digibron: "Goud, Woudenberg")

Frozen time

Mixed media photography (composition with oil painting/pencil drawing) 2016

Happy later life

Photography 2023

Garbage baby

digital processed 2023

Turn yourself into a boy -child

Photography 2022

 Prisoner of the Past

Pastel 2022

Hidden selves

Processed photography 2022

One week before I became their 'animal' 

(see "Jasper Heijting, Gepleegd" 2020)

Photography 1979

Equal identities: Tim, Jimmy and Alex

Photography 2025

Gender instruction  (for the boygender)

photography 2025

State -Imposed -Caterpillar -Sexuality

Collage 2023

Every day  is a magic paradise

Mixed media and processed image 2023

Brian brings the epilator

Photography 2023

Thank you for playing with me,  Mowgli

Photography 2023

 Gender dysphoria XL: female for the boy- child

pastel 2023

Hidden desire

pastel and original Roman mosaic (ca 200 AD)  2024

created at Art academy Tongeren

Dissociative Life Movie

Composed images 2020

Baby

Watercolor 1995

Creativity,  best therapy

Building blocks of equal love 

The destiny of a 'boy named Hue'  

sketching  2021

Thanks for all  you did 

The death and lost of twin co- identities Jimmy/ Sterry 1994-2025

processed photograph 2025

Victory...

I am two boys

(but I never know which one is me)

Composed processed  photography 2024

63 x 40 cm

The soft touch of love

pastel 2024     50 x 65 cm