"If the state  betrays your existence, the fatherland ends."

378. The betrayal of the barbed wire acrylic on canvas 30 x 40 cm

Description: At three years old, while in residential home, I went on a group walk and saw a beautiful rose in a meadow. As I reached for it, a horse came running to me,  I hurried  back in fear  and barbed wire slashed my head from front to back. Despite the blood streaming down my face and intense pain, the staff forbade me from crying and forced me to complete the entire walk. My reward for staying a group member and hiding my pain was a lollipop.

387. Hate Machinery  

 watercolor on paper 20 x 30 cm

392. Cut out lives pastel, charcoal on canvas 60 x 80 cm

397. Please let me in acrylic on canvas 40 x 50 cm

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402. Let it  pee!

mixed media on paper 20 x 30 cm

Description: In my time in foster care it was   prohibited to use the toilet when you needed it. You had to ask their permission,  which they could deny as they pleased. 

407 Washed ashore in adulthood

Photography 2022

412. A baby

ink and watercolor on paper 30 x 40 cm 2020

413. Born under a wrong rainbow

acrylic on paper 20 x 30 cm

417 After the evening prayer

mixed media on paper 30 x 40 cm 2019

422. Female beast,  eating boys

Mixed media Tim, Alex, Jimmy 2023

427. Selected foster parents

pastel on paper 50 x 65 cm